Kayla Ruiz Poems

i love you so f*cking much
id do anything for your touch
rub my back then scratch my skin
do it deep wear it thin
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locking the door holding a knife
debating on weather to take my life
start to laugh when i slit my wrist
stab it in begin to twist
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you'll never find a cold heart unless it was a sweet heart
never find a dead soul just one thats sleeping
never find a dead person if so she was killed
tap waters polluted by the government, drink it and you'll be just like them
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tie my victims to a chair
super glue em to it bare
staple there eyes so they can watch
wire coat hanger up there crotch
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brake into your house when your not awake
looking for your room its your life i want to take
ill kill your family in front of you
because of the sh*t you cant undo
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your eyes are full of passion i wish i could unfold
the beauty that lies within to me let it behold
dreams of finding happiness no longer do i dream
it came strait to me as strangely as it seems
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crazed and demented stretched beyond belief
looking and searching for a perminite relief
deranged and insane is everyone inside
if you tell me other wise ill know that you have lied
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dazed and confused i can not rise above
the spell you put me under for i fell in love
the masculence, the tenderness, the beauty i saw inside
you withdrawl all those things but theres one you can not hide
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lost for words to speak from my heart
where do i begin? where do i start?
emotions exploding thoughts raging
keep gettin lost for words what am i saying?
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dark pain flows through exhausted veins
stearing out of control lost grip on the reins
memories wont fade the scares i have are sore
the bodies empty a drunkin mess on the floor
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