Falling Poem by Lauren SCH

Everything so confusing
I just can’t take it all
For every word you say
Another branch I fall
I just can’t take this bullshit
From people so close to me
How can they make up all this trash?
And they don’t see it’s hurting me
I can’t worry about their problems
When I have my own
How can I fight their demons?
When I have mine at home
I don’t wanna hear your lies
Please shut up for god’s sake!
I’m drowning into deepness
I’m just trying to stay awake
More and more you’re talking
But I can’t hear a word
I think I’m sinking further now
Was that goodbye I thought I heard?
You are nameless to me now
Just another face
Hopefully your words will drone out
And my existence will leave no trace