Family Or My Lover Poem by Hazelyn Usop

How would you settle on?
If you had been in between
Of very important human being
As if you must decide
Where it is to be the right side

My family loves me at first and at last
My family will care for me no matter what
My family had thought me all the things
My family had gave me everything

My lover gave me special love
My lover promise me forever
My lover inspires me most
My lover make my life unusual worth

Can someone help make my mind up
Can someone tell me where to stand up
For if one of them will vanish
My heartbeat will be at it risk