Family Past Poem by Alyssha Middleton

hiding everything
from your friends
trying not to hurt them
trying not to worry them
keeping them safe
from everything happening
having the truth destroy
from inside out
wanting to break down into tears
but holding them back
wanting to do alot of stuff
but stopping myself before i destroy
my life
hurting my family
no matter what i do
feeling every second
the worlds against you
being on the run every second
from the present and the past
having a lot of the family's past
put on you
and having to deal with it
getting to the point where you
want to go die in a hole
but not finding one deep enough
to hold you
and your painful past