Fear Poem by grezlay figueroa

omg!
its awfully empty in this room.
its like everywhere i look all i see is the same plain scenery.
yet, i have this pen in my hand.
oh yea and a paper.
i thought i would need it later.
guess i should make this empty space worth looking at.
ok, maybe a poem?
nah, i would like to to make this impacting and harsh.
with just a little bit of love.
but ofcourse to find that you will have to make things up, or read between the lines.
ok here goes.
first word...
lies,
decieve,
tears,
full of fear,
anger,
filled with betrayal,
hope,
lost forever.
love,
wrong for ever.
trust,
you can only find it once in life.
your destiny,
leads to infinity and identity.
be curious,
trust no one,
yet someone will come.
but your life wont be fun.
(dream beyond dreams.and dribble)
as i reread what i scribbled on the wall....
something hit me!
'wait! this isnt right! why am i writing on this wall? it isnt mines.'
i had a piece of paper! ! !
still a blank piece of paper!
and as i look at the wall,
i think of my obnoqtious behavior.

too late though,
you cant erase it!
its pen not pencil.
its a wall not a paper that i can throw away and rip to pieces.
i was soo caught up,
i didnt sit down and think about it
how could i have made her life so much better? ?
as the permemnant stains and marks stain deeper within her vains
that lead to her heart causing pain
and brain causing damage,
i try to scribble the last word! (fear) (EAR)
she can open up her ears.
and listen to what she needs to her.
she can hear my voices massage i left for her within the ink
of my pen
and the shallow erases
'im sorry grezz, i didnt mean for it, but through these obsticles you cant run from it.you can make it. have no fear'