Fever Poem by XOR 999

Fever



Why my weakness resonates again
it creeps inside right into my veins
why I feel so lost again
hopeless is all I'm left
I don't know what Kills me last
or how my world is dead
why am I denied of doing that
where I can be among the best
its like I am truly suicidal inside
its like I have completely lost my rights
in crates of sorrow my mind resides
watch myself decay the way this system decides

Being non-living and tired of pretending
fact is my next is so dark and dim
unknown is what I have to fight
buried deep inside my skin

Another day comes with no motive
with no clue to this life to live
nothing adds up to everything i give
trapped again inside the day
I don't know what comforts me first
or how the life is led
so insanity is never too far
if pain is the only way to find rest
its like I am brutally wrecked inside
its like I have completely lost my rights
in crates of sorrow my mind resides
watch myself decay the way this system decides

I keep on falling, but never reach the end

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
XOR 9 12 December 2008

May be there is a safety net and I'd like to believe that you are right but somehow I am in a state where hope is such an indulgence I dont have time for. I appreciate your patience for reading my work and giving an honest feedback. Regards.

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Fiona Davidson 07 December 2008

There's always a safety net if you look hard enough...thank you for shairng this....

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