Johnny Checo

Rookie (8/22/89 / New jersey)

Finale - Poem by Johnny Checo

I want to end my life tonight,
There's no reason to live,
No reason to keep on going if I have to live like this,
in this whirlwind of emotional distress,
I can't keep on going with a life that's going nowhere,
A life that just not mean to be I should end my life,
End it tonight,
End it on the note that I've accomplished everything I've wanted,
Finished high school,
Had a nice car,
Found the dream girl of my lifetime,
Well this time its over I should take my life,
because this life is done and forgotten,
There are people, who care about me,
But that doesn't matter I wasn't meant to be here,
I wasn't meant to experience everything I've experienced,
These thoughts I have,
I should just go through with them,
These thoughts I have been having for a long time now and these thoughts are permanent they never go away,
The people around me deserve more,
And they don't need me around anymore,
Things changed went downhill,
I liked how things were going but this is farewell and goodbye I don't need this anymore,
This sense of emptiness,
This sense of that things just don't go right for me I should just take all my things and go away,
Go somewhere,
Where no one will find me,
Just disappear for a couple days and not let anyone know where I am....
And that because this life is over I will take my life and end it,
Maybe not today or tonight or tomorrow,
But it will happen and things will change with or without me

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Poem Submitted: Thursday, December 15, 2011

Poem Edited: Monday, October 29, 2012

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