Finiretur Bonorum Poem by Adfectus Puer

There comes a time in life,
When the happiness goes away,
All of the good things seem to leave your life,
And all the bad things are here to stay

I try to pretend it's nothing,
I fake smiles and laughs all the time,
But nobody knows how I truly feel,
How my life is far from its prime

Everyone thinks I'm happy,
The people in my life think I'm okay,
But they don't know the thoughts that go through my mind,
Nobody knows I want this to be my last day

I remember when things in my life were great,
I had my girlfriend, grades, sports, and friends
But now everything has changed for the worst,
To be honest, I hope my life ends