Fmlugh Poem by Desiree Whitamore

he looks good on paper
you look good to me.
i could fall in love with him
i still love you endlessly.

i let you pull me from side to side
i tell him to let me go
i used to want only you
but now i don't know.

he knows just what to say
but being you is enough
and he stays close to me
but its really you i love.

i said goodnight to him
and he went to bed
but i stayed awake for you
let you mess with my head.

i keep giving myself permission
to leave and let you go
but my heart knows i'm crazy
so i'll be waiting here alone.