Following My Heart. Poem by Eman Awad

How are you?
i wish i knew better than to say goodbye.
I really miss you,
and i fail to forget no matter how hard i try.
If only i knew,
that i love you more than my self.
And my love grew,
i love you more than any thing else.
Maybe i didn't find,
all those feelings in me before.
But with you on my mind,
i'm ill with no hope in a cure.
Nothing but you i think of,
why did i ever choose to be away?
All in me screams with love,
to return to you i constantly pray.
Maybe i'm young to decide,
but being apart from you grown me older.
All i can do is to hide,
and the joy of any thing life left me colder.
I call out to the remaining love,
even if so little and that i doubt.
Because i can't survife long enough,
without knowing what my life is about.
It was always about you only,
though i wasn't sure but i give you my life.
Never thought to be sad and lonely,
hear my confession and to my land arrive.
I don't care if it's wrong or right,
i followed my heart and i'm headed your way.
Hoping to be forgiven by you tonight,
you are my destiny and in my heart you'll stay...