Foolish Poem by erica wood

Every now and then I think about how you treat me,
I slowly came to see that this isn't how things should be.
I gave you all my love and was always there for you,
Not caring about how I felt, you did whatever you wanted to.
Knowing that you've been cheating on me I was still there,
Eventhough you make me feel like you don't care.
You took all my emotions leaving me bereft,
So I packed my stuff and left.
Then I started missing and needing you,
Coming back was what I needed to do.
I thought that for me you would change your ways,
Still you continue what you do but still I stay.
Because I love you so much,
I would do anything just to feel your touch.
For however long it takes I will take what you put me through,
How long I will have to deal I have no clue.
Maybe I'm a fool for putting up with evrything,
But not havine you is worse then a sting.
So I'm going to stick with what I know,
For the people wondering how I'm doing i put on a show.
Making them believe that everything is okay,
Never letting them know that it kills me by the end of the day.
No matter what happens I will keep me head held high,
Because deep in my heart I know there is no goodbye.