Footfalls Of Death Poem by Saroj Padhi

Why is this lovelorn heart now a days seeking? -
Some ecstasy beyond limits of time and space
Wanting to live in the interior's unlimited grace
Not craving for fish or fowl or any other thing
That it craved for, but just wants to be in fling
With a soft ring deep inside that keeps buzzing
About the magnificent void in those yummy looks
Of youth that turned me on aspiring while gasping
In throes of a beautiful madness of pink desires
With blazes of fires at root of this house burning!
Now wings of my body stretch out like four pieces
Of bamboo under wilted leaves still yellow turning!
Why am I these days drawn to such cool dreaming?
Am I mellowing or to tunes of a song, slowly dying!