For Seth Poem by Medusa Waves

Every hue of earth is in vain, and taken, it all leads to memories of you
Maybe I am but a fiend of your love, and the way that our souls connected
You took my darkness, kissed it with acceptance, and emptied your hard shell
I fell in love with the way you knew my sins, and still told me I was good hearted
The sky was born in your eyes, and I found that I loved the days that had you in them
I loved the nights we nestled together, smoking, looking out into the dark earth.
Two demons, lost, but hopeful for something to make us feel alive
You loved your high, more than your wife and kid and maybe I was just your tool
But I, an agreeable slave, came right away to your call and served whatever you wanted
I think I fancied you inside my head, a lustful way that I wanted so greatly to be love
And I wanted so badly for it to be real, because you felt so real to me, even in your pain
In my fantasy, you and I ran off to the meadows and died in the poppy fields,
One last high before we go.
To you, I was only a high, I was only an eager puppy to be loved, and someone to venerate you
For me, you were my demon, you were my saint and I fell in love with every vice
Despite the pain, the suffering, the longing and lustful loving, I would still want you in my life
Id feel the pain over a million times, as long as you were in my life