Forgiveness Poem by amanda de la cuz

i can forgive you for the pain youve caused,
and how you made me feel,
i can forgive you for the hell you raised,
and for making my pain become revealed;

i can forgive you for the lonely nights,
i waited up for you,
i can forgive you for the other girls,
but i cant forgive all of you;

i know that its been hard on us,
and i know its all your fault,
but i know that you didnt mean those words,
and you didnt mean to watch me fall;

i know you broke my heart in two,
but i know what is going on,
i know the truth behind the lies,
ive known it all along;

i forgive you for not telling me,
but i cant forget the truth,
i forgive you for the secrets,
but i cant forgive all of you;

i forgive you for the tears ive cried,
and the nights id lie away,
praying to god that someday,
it wouldnt have to be this way....