Forgiving Unforgiveness Poem by chad fisher

i wanted to love you without any condition.
there seems to be no putty to fill our relationship fission.
but there was one condition i forget to even consider,
that you would forgive me; i am not an excellent bidder.
i bet to myself that your heart was pure and true,
and i struggle so hard to love you no matter what you say and do,
but yet i placed a condition wherein it never did belong
in hope of your forgiving nature to be complete and strong.
and now i am faced with a greater task to handle
to forgive your unforgiveness, and light my own heart's candle!