From One To Eight... Poem by silke m..

one, cause I've been bad
two, so I don't forget
three, for what I've had
four, for what I can't get
five, not to forsake
six, cause I can't gain
seven, I made another mistake
eight, so I must do it again

must feel pain
cause I've been a bad girl again
it's my fault for so long
that everything goes wrong
to this world I'm a burden, right?
I'm a dark spot in the light
so I better cut deep
forever asleep
I'm sorry
it's all to hard to carry
just wanna make sure that no1 can hurt me more
than I've ever hurt myself before
when I go wrong I'll take the blame
punish myself everytime the same and the same

one, cause I've been bad
two, so I don't forget
three, for what I've had
four, for what I can't get
five, not to forsake
six, cause I can't gain
seven, I made another mistake
eight, so I must do it again

now it's addictive
kinda attractive
my heartbeat is numb
can barely hear it bump
feel so hollow
would I follow
the game my mind is playing
or the beat my heart is praying
I bend...
knife in my hand...
shall I do or go for worse
the doubt...my biggest curse

one, cause I've been bad
two, so I don't forget
three, for what I've had
four, for what I can't get
five, not to forsake
six, cause I can't gain
seven, I made another mistake
eight, so I must do it again