'Fustrated' Poem by Kevin Wang

relive every dream
relive every moment
but now too blue, too down to talk anymore
I wonder by the days on by
will this go on forever
falling to pieces
breaking down into illegible as tears smear the days away
how I wonder to keep a promise to be happy
when I think my parents are putting me to isolation
not that I think it's true
it must be my fault
just to think of it to just kick me to an island
where the volcanoes can burn me alive

this is not literally but just the thoughts writers have
lives so precious
running water like the energy of chi
childhood memories always the same
up 'til now is still off that key

hahaha isn't this funny
i'm talking to myself like i'm crazy
well not anymore but still...
it's to see me as a trapped animal ain't it
it's funny right
no, I guess not
the fights, the bloody battles of the mind just blows me away
at least there's always a good ending to it
cuz the love of life's mysteries

well anyways
my ribs hurt like h-, knee bruised, barely able to write
keep being happy but are tears still falling down?
I just can't think anymore
it's just too tiring to write no more
but at least I have something someone to write to always

words are sharp
but words are true
tears too blue
but tears heal too
love too hurting
but love is too great
promise so hard
but always kept here
look at me crazy, fighting that battle that will never end
but i'm still wandering in this mist
wondering....