Gangsta Whispher U Knew All Along Poem by kiki KEYKEY amador

GANGSTA WHISPHER..U KNEW ALL ALONG


DEAR NBK MESSAGE
I GUESS I FINALLY TRUST YOU ENOUGH

TO TELL U ANOTHER GANGSTA SECRET

SOMETHING THAT HAS HURT ME FOR SO LONG

MORE PURPLE TEARS THAN ANY LOVE SONG

LOOKING IN THE MIRROR TALKING

NO ONE TALKS BACK IM SPARRING

LOVE THE WAY I LOOK TODAY

WITH A FACE LIKE THIS I SHOULD GGET PAY

TODAY I DRESSED FOR YOU

DO U EVER THINK WHY I DO IT FOR ONLY YOU

I CANNOT ANSWER

ITS LIKE TAKING A CHANCE U KNOW BEING A CHANCER

I LIKE WHEN THEY SAY STICK AND STONES WILL BREAK MY BONES

BUT NAMES WILL NEVER HURT ME

SO WATZ WITH THE PURPLE TEARS YOU SEE

ARE THEY BECUZ OF THE NAMES

OR OF ALL THE BULLSHIT GAMES

WAT IF THE HAND WAS RAISED AND BUIZED ME

WOULD U RUN TO MY RESCUE YOU SEE

WAT IF YOU SAW THE BLACK AND BLU ON MY ARM

AND U SAID IF MR WONDERFUL DID IT, U KNOW PUT ON THE CHARM

WAT IF EVERYTIME I FELL I WAS PUSHED

WOULD U RUN TO MY RESCUE OR JUST SAY SHHHHHHHHHHH

WAT IF YOU KNEW I CRACKED MY NOSE IN THE MOUNTAINS

AND BLOOD WAS GUSING LIKE THE BELLAGIO FOUNTAINS

WOULD YOU THEN RUN TO MY RESCUE OR WOULD YOU SAY YOU DESERVE IT TOO

WAT IF I BROKE MY KNEE

WOULD U HELP ME IF I SAID PLEAZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

WAT IF MY RIB CRACKED

WOULD U SAY I EARNED IT I SHOULD OF GOTTEN JACKED

WAT IF ONE DAY MY HEART BEAT STOPPED BEATING

WOULD U THEN CALL ME AND SAY UR NEEDING

THEY KEEP SAYING THE STRONG SURVIVE

BUT WAT HAPPENS WHEN THE PURPLE DOVE IS TAKING A DIVE

ITS NO LONGER A TRIP, FALL, A ACCIDENT NOW YOU KNOW

I NO LONGER HAVE TO PUT A ON A SHOW

YOU KNEW ALL ALONG

I TRIED TO PROTECT THE SECREAT WITH A FAVORITE SONG

ITS REALLY OKAY YOU SEE

CUZ I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW ALL ABOUT ME

THE PAIN IS SO DEEP

BUT IN MY NBK MESSAGES THE SECRET I WILL KEEP

YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A BANDAID TO MY WOUNDS

IT CALMS MY SOUNDS WHEN THE SCREAMS R LIKE A WOLF HOWLING AT THE MOONS

UR LOVE IS REALLY LIKE A DOSE OF MEDICINE

NEXT TO MY GANGSTA WHISPHERS AND PEN

SO FOREVER I WILL WRITE

MY MIND AND HEART WILL REMAIN IN A BITTER FIGHT

NOW U UNDERSTAND

HE REALLY IS A COWARD NO GANGSTA MAN

SO LET THE BLOOD DRIP OFF ME LIKE WATER

AND YES ONE DAY I WILL JOIN MY GANGSTA FATHER

BUT NOT YET I WILL STAND UP AND STAND TALL

EVEN IF THIS GANGSTA PRINCESS MUST TAKE THE FALL

ALL IS FOREVER GOOD

PROTECT ME LOVE ME MY GANGSTA IN THE HOOD.