Getting Thru Pain Poem by Tanya Marshall

Not knowing what the answers are,
Not knowing what to do,
Sometimes I feel everyone is so far,
From understanding what I go through.

I know it's gonna be tough,
I just wish that I could help get them through,
All this pain and hurt, I know is rough,
Sometimes I just want to start anew.

Friends so often change,
Because I move around,
I find it all so strange,
I want to stay still - I want to be found.

People around me are in pain,
They all feel so down,
Knowing all these secrets and their lifes - I often cry in pain,
What do I do to change that frown.

I wish I could tell someone what's really going on,
But each time I fail,
Because the words come out wrong,
Maybe next time I wont fail.

Someday, not to far away,
Things will change for the best,
It will go the right way,
One will start and then the rest.

Maybe one day it will be safe to smile,
To tell someone all the pain I know,
I know to trust - will take a while,
If only time were not so slow....