Girl Of Two Poem by poeticgirl 100993

being stuck in the middle of nowhere,
she just can't help but wonder,
for he, is nothing, but a barrier,
to feel the extreme guilt to the other.

she feels protected for the one she truly loves,
he takes care of her like on earth, she is the last dove,
but when she saw the other that causes her to become a sinner,
something strikes her mind that she doesn't deserve to be cared.

he's so far from her but tries to come nearer,
for him not to lose in her sight and always be her crying shoulder,
she doesn't want him to leave and someday will dare,
to prove that among the rest, she is still the rare.

the words of him make her smile,
though she hears his voice just for a while,
she wishes she can close her sinful eyes,
every time the other, by her side, used to pass by.

wanting to tell the faithful man about her guilt,
but afraid to fade his eternal love as smooth as silk,
she is ready to take any hardships and risks,
for he is her remedy to find solution for her disease.

she wants to change and tell him 'i'm sorry',
her massive mistakes, she doesn't have the strength to carry,
for loving someone she truly wanted is so easy,
but wanting another someone that takes you to sin is another story.