I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
I can't help it
This feeling overwhelms me every time
Why I feel this perpetuating fear
Leaving me lifeless every time
How I never anticipate this sorrow that beholds
How I acknowledge its only me with this fate
How it's only me left to contemplate
And now I need a helping hand
I need to shout out to you that I need you now
I need you here next to me
I don't just need your shadow in mind
Or these thoughts of you inside
I can't face myself or bring myself to pursue
Any goal I've spent years trying to attain
I'm scared to admit it all means nothing
If I'm without you to share it with
Life is dulled with nothingness
Passion and ambition where are you now
Twisted with these feelings
Choking without a release
Imploding with cries of freedom
For a chance to have serenity
Within a fiction of you in my arms
But the cold floor has me now
Struggling, this compelling atomic locus of emotions
Drowns me every time
I search to seek for solutions
But I’m left with a quest of fighting off thoughts of you
You crept in so quickly and assassinated all rationale
You astounded me with such light
Left me battered and bruised
And swept away in such elegance, the last remaining smile I had to offer
You chose your way and left me empty
With bottles mounting I feel so heavy
My heart's eroding with every glance
How sometimes I wish it were stone, maybe then I'll have a chance
How these shallow waters still kill me
How images of you still penetrate
How these knives sharpen every day
How can you remain ignorant in your mind
Scrambling for some answers
In my minds chaotic puzzle
Give me love again darling
Love me again just for one more morning
Allow me to touch your lips with such tenderness
To kiss your body in the early sun light
Please give me truth
And my love, my life I will surrender to you
How I'm on my knee's for a chance to fight for this
Let me in to your heart, and allow this embrace
How I've succumb to a fool, to beg and fodder for you
Oh darling, you have me still
You have me how you always had
Pecking for a crack within your shell
To force open some light
To allow shared memories
Believe me when I say I’ll fight
I'll stamp upon on all demons
I'll hide all blasphemy
I'll protect you from it all
I'll fight through the fire
And I'll climb over it all
I'll kill a man from the inside
If you had wished me too
I'll run away to anywhere
I'll take you to your dream
I'll cowardly abandon my hopes
Because you bring life a new lease to me
I'll drag down the stars
And I’ll promise to never part
I'll conquer it all
For a chance to hold your heart in both hands
Why does my foolish mind not let me move on
Why do you protrude every atom that is me
Why do you too easily climb inside
You perverse my world and leave me blind.
You take control and now I'm lost
Alone in this battle wondering what to fight for
Did you every know how it was for me
If you did maybe you would give us a chance to be
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I would like to translate this poem