Go Somewhere....Where No One Can! Poem by Merlin Mwaura

I am afraid to dream nowadays...
of what the world will ask me to do next,
of what lies I'll have to tell then,
what hurt I'll cause or feel hence.

I am tempt to make a lip sense,
of what i feel wrenched in a deep tense,
who am I?
who am I?
WHO AM I..! ! ! !

what silly thoughts i have now,
death so tender vow,
who than I can keep such promise...
to not,
to neither have,
to want,
an end to all of this.

I want to go somewhere...
where or when i know not off.
How, by what i got clue of...
My eyes are red, burn with venom.
I am betrayed, forsaken, forgot...
I want to go somewhere where there is no one.

where i hurt no one,
where i see no one,
what breaths, where mysteries are none.
I hold deaths hand, and forgive me if you are hurt by it...
I want to go somewhere where no one can.

Death my new bride, she's a jealous kind,
she will keep me, forever in her embrace...
until such a time, my Lord shall please.
Maybe, i will see you my love,
maybe i will miss you,
when i go somewhere...
where no one can.