Go This Far Poem by Whisper Dawn

I wake up everyday
I wonder who I am
Time and time again
Our love becomes the end
Sitting here I think
Am I really this weak
Letting you get hold
Of more then just my heart
My mind can take so much
Its feels like its going to break
How did I let go? Why did I give in?
I look to you and see …
Nothing there for me…
We used to hold it all
Love without this shake
Scary now it seems
For no longer are you here for me
Lonely as the days go by
Fearful as I see you slip right by
Can’t catch hold
because its not What you want
or no longer care To be.
I’m here alone with you here by my side
I only wish I knew how I let it all
Go this far
Without me even to realize
Together we are lost
No longer do we see
The Way it all used to be.