God? Poem by Tyrone Wingfield

I wonder if He is so merciful
I wonder if he really had a care
Why would he give me something so beautiful
To only have it disappear?

If he truly loves us all
If he truly wants us happy
Why would he let me fall
So far, and then take her from me?

If he feels all of our pain
And only wants it to end
Why am I going insane
What angel to me did he send?

If he really wants our joy
And to have all that our lives need
Why was I made int o a simple toy
And then thrown out, for the dogs to feed?

If he enjoys our torture none
And wishes it to never start
Why would I of met the one
And then lost my heart

If it is our best interest He does seek
Why did he make us so freaking weak