God Why? ? ? ? ? Comments

I've lost so many people in my life, some I loved others I hated, so now theres this wall around my heart thats solid and cannot be broken through, does it make it easier to deal with the death of loved ones hell-to-the-no but it does allow the wall to get just that much thicker....excellent piece.......

I felt the same way when my dad died............I was so mad at God! My dad suffered his entire life....and then died....I couldn't believe any God that was kind would put a man here only to suffer and then take him. I completely lost any faith I had in God. It's been 12 years now........I've learned that there were many things that made my dads life purposeful and I do believe there is a Heaven....so, I'm glad his suffering is over. Now we are the ones that suffer while they enjoy Heaven.........I think they're ok. (I have to believe that) I hope your pain eases Carolyn.