Tonight I feel A calm as I walk home from school
My body is stiff and rigid in the air so cool,
My mind is swirling with thoughts so cold and serene.
I have mad my choice to lie my life down to a peaceful sleep,
Perhaps this turmoil will soon end.
My life has been one addiction to another,
My soul has whithered after the loss of Mother.
i seek a redemption not easily found amidst such turmoil,
My body has beaten until all I am is wok and Tiol.
mockery reached my sensitive ears even buried in fascile praise.
Substance is lacking in my self and I dwell in a daze.
I sought my life to live,
Now I seek no more,
I will never find it as I have been beaten down with every attempt.
Those that claimed to be my friends laughed and scoffed with the rest.
I found solace in hate and mastichism, mutilation of my flesh.
Now, I shall draw my blood one last time,
I want to find peace I hate living as a mime.
Good bye my firends we shall meet at another time.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem