Hate Poem by zara williams

Sometimes i wish i could rewrite,
sometimes i wish i could fight,
sometimes i wish i could relive,
but then i think otherwise.

I know the only person strong enough,
the only person despicable enough,
is myself.

If i want this pain to end,
this inferiority to seize,
myself i should befriend.

But oh can you tell me how,
teach me to love myself,
and eventhough i am in tears now,
i wish i was well.

With each breath,
i hate what i've become,
the future scares me,
but realise this does some.

I'm a monster trapped in misery,
and there is no one to feel sorry,
i wish i could get out and break free,
also my minds busy hating me.

Maybe a friend, maybe a lover,
oh who can stop my pain,
let me sufferno longer,
i'm crying out to you all in vain.

I wanna live too, i wanna smile,
i wanna stand tall and pretty,
with a man by my side.

I know my misery will forever live,
my misery will never die,
my pain, hatred towards myself,
leaving me with nothing else to do
but CRY..........