Haunting Dreams Poem by james chaplin

Haunting Dreams
I touch the sky with broken hopes
Oh how will I ever cope?
These dreams were never for me
I know I will never be free
Why do these dreams haunt my soul?
I know I will never be whole
Why is my mind so sickly?
Why do I start sweating so quickly?
My heart trembling with fear
These shadows I know, coming near
This paranoia eating my soul
My mind circling into this black painful hole
There must be away out of this
Maybe the devils fatal kiss
Suicide is my only option
If I drink this deadly concoction
Yes I will take this drink
I know I can’t think
I drink it all
To the floor I fall
A terrible crack
Blood cells rush to my back
I think I am dead
I feel no thoughts in my head