Have You Ever Poem by Janis Land Raymer

Have you ever thought what would it be
to be psychotic?
Yes, that's what I said.
Living and functioning to a certain degree
but, deep inth heart of you...dead.
Feeling nothing for other's pain
for that matter, not even your own.
Looking at life from point of gain
not truly knowing or being known.
Have you ever wondered how it'd feel
to be in complete control?
Have the power to hurt, their very doom to seal
power complete and total.
Have you ever wondered how it'd feel to kill...
for no reason at all?
To watch the blade slice through the skin, until...
no life left at all.
How would it be to have not the slightest bit
of conscience?
To fight and cut and rip
to have the killing desire deep in the subconscious?
I think it'd be almost a relief
to live life with no right or wrong, good or bad
To have no true beliefs
others viewing you mad.
You cannot be held responsible for your actions
if you don't understand life itself.
No matter you're crime and society's reactions
they can only judge that part of you that's left.


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Janis Land-Raymer