Heartbeat Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

My head is pounding,
Rumbling like a drum.
Driving me insane.
Hoping the end will come.

It hurts like hell,
Like 10000 nails piercing my body.
Trying to take away the pain,
Telling everybody I'm sorry.

This situation is complicated,
To hard to explain.
No one can help me,
Trying to feel sane.

Give me a gun and I will use it,
I can't stand the lonely slumbers any more.
Take away all the bad memories,
I'm rotten inside down to the core.

Give me a 1 way ticket to hell,
Let me burn at his feet.
He will punish me,
Take away my heartbeat.