Hearts Despair Poem by Saint Cynosure

How to change my hearts desire,
I truly do not know,
I'm do believe life would be better,
if I could let her go.
My nights are full of loneliness,
my days are of despair.
Love is not a joyful thing,
when the one you love don't care.
It hard to find the peace I need,
I'm still searching for my space.
It hurts to feel you don't belong,
regardless of the place.
Its true I've had some better days,
I'm bitter now and old.
How to change my hearts desire,
I truly do not know.