Help Me Poem by Anna Cellmer

I change my name
Almost every day
Once I start to be brave
And I see my self
So strong so great
As a queen of this game
As a woman from your dream
As an Athena with
The sword of words
To win this premier price
You, I mean
But you know
That sometimes I’m so weak
And I can’t even speak
Standing so close to you
And I don’t know at all
What to do with this heart
So broken-down, so afraid of
This real truth or of even you
And this life too
Please help me
To understand
What should I do
To be with you
My friend