Here I Am Poem by Vonny Ardhi

Starring with empty look
Standing in the dark
Shocking terribly
Found the fact that I’ve already known

My dear friend…
Do you remember what you’ve ever talked to me?
About what your God said
Where did that word fly?

My dear friend…
Do you realize what you are doing now?
So contrary with you believed before
Why did that belief fade away?

My dear God…
Don’t let that word flying away
Don’t let that belief fading away
What is Your plan upon my friend?

Here I am God…
Kneel to You
Don’t let her walk in the desert of misery
What can I do for her, God?

Allow me to remind her thousand times
Though she will hate me
Allow me to pray for her every night
Though it will take years

Allow me to walk with
Though I will hurt every time
Allow me always be around
Though I will cry every night

My dear God…
May that cup taken from her
Nevertheless not as I will
But as thou wilt


“My dear friend, those times, wounds and tears are nothing for me… I just want to see you in the light again”