Vonny Ardhi

My heart is numbed
On every word you promised
On every excuse you told
On every tear you poured
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Days of wounded
Days of crying
Days of angriness
Broke me down to million little pieces
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If tomorrow starts without me,
Remember our good and bad times
Up and down as called life rhyme
Precious gift that no longer mine
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Why you enter my life
If what you did just hurt me like this
Why I let you enter my life
I wish I knew you just want to hurt me
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Gloomy months in life
All I did just made it worse
Gave me tears and pains
Broke my heart, stole my soul
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Don’t know what to think
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know how to act
Don’t know how to react
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A play began…
Rolled a new friendship of three
Started from seeking advices
Continued to share interest on all things
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Disappoint…
For rejections I got
Angry…
For words I cannot tell
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Days are so beautiful
Life is so wonderful
Hope is always be there
Dreams are easy to achieve
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Starring with empty look
Standing in the dark
Shocking terribly
Found the fact that I’ve already known
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Years of waiting
Years of hoping
Waiting for a chance
Hoping for a glance
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Just tell who you are
Just tell what you want
Just tell what is happening
Just tell the truth
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I see none…
Everything around is just a darkness
I just found closed doors
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Dare to say you care of me
Dare to tell I am importance for you
Dare to promise to always be there for me
Dare to claim that I m a precious gift in you
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Dedicated to my beloved and be-offended friends
'I will fight till my last breathe…till I find the meaning behind it...till I feel what I should feel'

A loner took a journey alone
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Time has passed..
Still hoping that feeling
But seems it will never come
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Time flew
Everything is so puzzling
Yet none wanna say a thing
All are locked and sealed
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Sometimes people wonder
Even the diamond to itself, another and her care
Are they real diamonds?
Are you real?
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Blur and getting more blurry
All are still keep silence and sealed
Never imagine things happened like this
Leave her alone in confusion
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