Hey, God Poem by Kim Aouad

My hands are shaking,
My throat is aching.
I find myself wondering
Why all this time it is taking.
Will I be able to stop faking
Or be bound to pretending
That nothing is hurting?

What have I come to?
I must rethink this through.
If all my wishes came true,
Would I still be feeling blue?
If I trust in You,
Would You help me my mistakes undo?
Would You help me find love, too?

Truth is that I do not know
Why I feel so low.
I imagine it would help to go
Someplace rivers always flow
And the sun is in eternal glow.
Out of my fear help me grow,
And away may I my uncertainty throw

To start a life anew
Guided by You.