Hidden Poem by Nyrical Poet

I am hidden deep in a world of hatred's lies
What lies beneath is trapt by my disguise
For what was real, to all just be a fantacy
Our own island, our swing, and the old oak tree

All these words are spilling from my lips just out of spite
Because when I think of her love, my saddness ignites
I have prayed for her happiness each and every day
Selflessly I forgot to include me, as I live now in reality

Bitterness breeds today in my jaded heart of mallous
Once filled with joy is replace with undesired callous
Lonely I was, I tried and tried and tried
Wanting something so badly, life became a hidden lie

Hold on to me my angel as I go through this spell
My emotions have been hidden in a cold dark hell
Seperated I became, consumed in my thoughts
Crying at night, as I torturted my own heart

As time continues, and I look at myself in the mirror
I became so hidden, pushed her away not to see her
As I hide in the dark, help me unlock this vault
Coming to light, a realization that this was my fault

The memories we share shall never cease
I will care and be with you until this life is deceased
I am sorry, I neverI meant to hurt you my dear
Hidden I was, as I walk out the door of my own fears