Hit The Bottom - Poem by Ana xxx

I'm down
touching the bottom
my ocean of loneliness
seeing darkness all around
listening to killing silence of the end

I cannot breath
my heart is so tired
weak, it cannot beat
my veins are so narrow
hardly the blood finds the path to the surface

I'm so sick and tired of this...
just a mass of emotions,
nothing, just it hurts
nothing but it kills
makes me suffer to find the out
in this whirlwind,
so fast..it's running in the cycle
goes round
round,
I'm so blind can't find my way out
it's so dark
so deaf to hear the loud...
my love, my friend
kiss my vein make it wider.....
kiss my ears, bite them...let me hear
kiss my eyes let them bleed till I see
show me the way to escape,
let me out