Hope Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I feel like running away,
Into the darkness of the night,
It's like the walls are caving in on me,
And my chest feels so f*cking tight,
My heart has crumbled like a cliff,
And my life's came crashing down,
And you've just disappeared,
Somewhere you can't be found,
I thought I could hear loud music,
But it was this beating in my chest,
My whole world has been turned upside down,
Everything is such a mess,
You can't even see what you've done,
Or continue to do to me,
Take my hand I'll guide you through,
Just take a look and see,
You hid things from me for ages,
You've lied right to my face,
You said that you don't love me,
So has my love just been a waste?
You waited u til 2 weeks to our wedding,
To flip out and go completely mad,
You have absolutely no idea,
How much you've made me sad,
fucking hell, you've hurt me,
Not sure how I'll cope,
There's no thing left to hold on to,
That one little thing called ‘hope'