Hourglass, Comatose Of Memories Poem by Andrus Cassian

Just send me, send me to the moon
a free pass to a carnival of lost gravity
I just want to be alone
Time is passing through the hourglass
can you flip it over please
I wish I had an eternity
but what favors me doubles back to be my sworn enemy
Why now did a comatose of memories befall me
No one needs to see me weakened and shaky
lonely tears filling up these hollow eyes
One day too late, a lifetime mistake
hese words of mine always seem to grow legs and run within writing
The people sit and stare and wonder if I'm alright
but with fake smiles and the right responses
mask my true expression
the arms of sorrow swallow me whole, a bear hug
Take me, break me in half
broken inside, feeling cold as snow
When will this be over, after the rain falls away
allow me to shoot the sky and when the sky cries
permit me to bleed and writhe in pain
crying along with it