How Could I? (Regret) Poem by Patrick OBrien

How could I let you leave me?
How could I let you slip between my fingers?
How could I let you not care about me, your friend's, fellings?
How could I not tell you how I feel?
How could I not speak up when it mattered the most?
How could I let my emotions take over?
How could I, how could I?

How can I talk when I nothing to say?
How can I move when I have nowhere to go?
How can I forgive you when you don't want to apoligize?
How can I still love you when I have lost all trust for you?
How can I look at you when there's nothing to see?
How can I love something that is ice cold?
How can I, how can I?

You loved me,
You cared about me,
You were always there,
You were a part of me.

Can I forgive you?
Or will I sit here and regret?
Some day I'll know, some day.