How I Feel Poem by not needed

Sometimes I just wish, I could run away and hide,
No matter where I go though, these feelings stay inside.
How can I stay here & live each day a lie,
WHen all i want to do is close my eyes and die?
I see the pain i cause you, with ever tear i shed,
I plead with you now mom, let me go instead?
I wish I could take you with me, to a happy place,
Weather it exisits though, its time for me to face.
Can i ask for your forgiveness? For you to set me free,
It may see ungrateful, but this lifes not made for me,
Thank you for all your love, for all the time we shared,
It means the world to me, to know someone cared.