How I Feel? Poem by Lori Livengood

Why does this happen to mankind? Were so cruel to one another yet we give many chances to those who hurt us one too many. Am i too forgiving? If its not that then what is wrong with me. Crying doesn't heal the pain or ease an insane mind like mine. I'm trying to stay strong for those i love, but I just can't anymore. I break down alone. I'm so used to be alone and maybe I was better off back then. I don't know what my heart wants when it comes to friends. My mind is in a spin and my emotions are gone. My heart beats faintly and enclosed in so much pain I can't feel the heartbeat anymore. I never liked giving people up and yet I try like hell to do it. I'm too vulenrable right now. The open wounds in my heart are fairly easy to attack. Even getting called a drama queen hurts me and I don't know why. I'm tired of fighting with the ones I love. My throat is burned and sore from screaming. My eyes can't rest from the tears it releases. Maybe giving up is the best way for me.

Of everybody I have I only have maybe three true people who won't go anywhere. I'm stressing out to a point where I can't be sane again. My heart cries out for help, but no one seems to care. Screaming at others only breaks me down more. I can't sleep at night because of the pain. A broken heart on top of burned out emotions and physically weak. I'm not strong anymore because everyone took the strength I once had. I will never be the same girl anymore. She's been laid to rest.