How I Really Feel Poem by Alyssha Middleton

no kid my age
should feel the way i do
feeling like no one is there for you
like you are all alone in this world
feeling like you shouldn't be alive
like no one would care if your gone
hurting your self in many different ways
to get rid of the pain
then waking up to the hateful world
and realizing everything is still the same
wanting to fill your veins with poison
every night
but not doing it because your trying to find
just a little hope
thinking it will make a difference
waiting for years on end
but not finding anything
just more pain wanting to end
being hurt by everyone you loved
to many times
hoping this time will be different
but it never comes
so you lock your heart away
for no one to find
locking to away so well
you feel your chest is empty
and you cant remember
what its like to feel
hoping this is just a horrible dream
and one day
you will wake up
but till then
your walking around
with a body
but no soul
acting like your fine
but inside
a knife is cutting you open
and giving you a slow and painful death