How Long Should I Still Poem by Mark Anthony Mendoza

Still I see the way I looked before
Never it goes and never it end
Still I crave for your sweet embrace
Never failed to warmth, never failed to heal
Still I want to hold you in your hand
Where I felt I always belong
Still I sing the love songs we sing
The only music my heart loves to hear
Still never ends and never goes, just as long it’s you

Still I love the way you smile
Takes my sorrow away, brighten my day
Still it’s you I want to marry
So I could be with you the rest of my life
Still I feel just the same
Guess you’ll always be in my heart
Still I hope for us to be
Even in this space we had, I will never stop
Still, you know you are the one I’ll always love

Yet still it pains to see you with him
The darkness that covers the light
Still I cry to know you are not with me
Wasted chance, what’s left to blame
Still it hurts to hope forever like this
Tears never stop when you are away
Still I act like a fool
Hoping while everyone laughing for my hopeless dream
There’s no other way I think I could live my life
Just to love you and pretend life is happy

After all the years… loving you alone, trying to love someone
After all the journey of soul searching,
Still it always ends up to you…
And now the question remains… How long should I still?