How Many Times Poem by Greg Dills

How many times
Many nights i lay in my bed
Thinking of all the things that was said
so many dreams so many things
i run and run
but i have know where to run
running far and wide
looking for places to turn
i cant ever look back
becouse of all the bad things i had said
i can't get this out of my mind
i lay down trying to put my finger on it
i can tell you to go away but would you rather watch me suffer from this?
i can't tell you to stay or to leave but do as you please