`how To Say This To You Poem by Allysyn Bryant

You cut me deep
While you go on pretending everything okay
I cry, it burns, this hurt you've caused me
and you don't even know how I feel.

You've lost my trust

You've left me scared
And feeling alone
Wondering if, when
You'll leave me
When You finally tired of me?
When I'm pregnant with your seed?
When you feel that you need to go?
When you no longer think you love me anymore?

How can I say all this to you
When you look at me, with your bright, blue eyes
And still tell me that you love me?
I can't. unable too..although
Whenever I think of these past few days
My heart just slows...

July 15,2009