Hundred Times Poem by A Dark Lifetime ...

Im waking up
I dont wanna go to school
But mom says your growing up
You have to

Or your future will fade
Lost in the shadows of your own heart
A way that life by himself made
You dont get a new chance, a start

Like everybody else...
I learn to live with it

Hundred times Im gonna fail
Hundred times I'll brake my fairytale
For hundred time I'll never learn lifes dance

Hundred times Im gonna fall
Hundred times, I cant caount them all
I'll give anything for just one more chance

Losing control over my soul
I hate everybody who tries to love me
They are trying but I cant, its too cold
My heart has growing ice you see

Unlike everybody else
Im dying inside...

Hundred times I miss the touch
Hundred times and its too much
For hundred times I wont have the romance

Hundred times when I've been loved
Hundred times I've been scared to bound
But now Its too late for a new chance