Last year I blacked out.
This year I'm hungover.
Empty footsteps and empty words.
I want me to myself and just be here,
the light gives me a migraine.
But if you want me more, I'll be there.
Just for you.
Static clouds my brain and eyes,
There's no signal.
Just turn me off.
Pretending to care,
or pretending to not.
Sleep deprived,
Emotion deprived,
Peace deprived
Vessels stroll the halls.
Maybe I'll be sober next year.
I a am an alcoholic. But it isn't about alcohol either. Keep writing and thinking.
I've actually never had alcohol, it was just a comparison. But thank you for the encouragement.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
such a nice piece of work, Ellie. You may like to read my poem, Love and L u s t. Thanks.