Hurricane Inside Me Poem by sanja sarinda

This hurricane of feelings
inside me,
drives me grazy
i smile and laugh and cry
inside one minute,
at one moment i can be the
happiest person in whole world,
and next i am the most desperate,
what is happening in me?
Tell me, heal me back to me.
Will i ever reach stability again,
all i long for now is simply
peace of my chaotic mind.
All i long is someone to hold,
someone stronger than i ever am,
so strong that he can bear my tears
kiss me softly, gently and
let me sleep like baby between his
strong arms and against his chest,
who gives, not takes.
Is this only a dream of stupid child?