Hurt? Poem by dan morales

It hurt to break away from you
to realize you just weren't for me
that a relationship wasnt meant to be

Hopes so well constructed; built upon
now totter and fall
it dosent matter that it hurt
it matters that its killing me
cant hold on to anything anymore
walls constructed
crumble...
it didnt matter that i cried
it matters that you lied
you kept me a secret
you hid me away
now i'm just waiting fro that day
that day
where you'll just fade away
can't hold you close to my heart
when it's all been torn apart
take it away
this awful pain
that's driving me insane
cant help but wonder
am i the one to blame?